(You have a choice;
To live or die
Every breath is a choice
And every moment is a choice
To be or not to be
To be or not to be
To be or not to be
That is the question)
If I would have known
That decemeber would be so cold
I would have stayed in bed and
Never let you go
But now I’m lying on the bathroom floor
As the steam surrounds me
Writing you a message in my mirror
For when they find me
But then I looked into my eyes
And I swear I saw for the first time
(but then I looked into my eyes)
A reason to keep breathing
Or something to believe in
(A reason to just breathe)
I’ve been staring at the sun
It burned an image in my brain
But now that it’s setting on me
I can’t see a fucking thing
I’ll take the best and settle down
Forget the rest and turn my life around
I’ve got these things that keep me breathing
But everything is fleeting
Two months and 20 pounds ago
I felt okay
But you reduced me to skin and bones
In the matter of days
I gave you everything and you
Slit my throat to watch my veins run dry
But my heart still beats for you and will
Continue to until the day I die
But I just wanted you to know
Yeah I needed you to know
The fault is mine, and mine alone
I’ve been staring at the sun
It burned an image in my brain
But now that it’s setting on me
I can’t see a fucking thing
I’ll take the best and settle down
Forget the rest and turn my life around
I’ve got these things that keep me breathing
But everything is fleeting
But everything is fleeting
But everything is fleeting
But everything is fleeting
But everything is fleeting
I’ll take the best and settle down
Forget the rest and turn my life around
I’ve got these things that keep me breathing
But everything is fleeting
I’ll take the best and settle down
(But everything is fleeting)
Forget the rest and turn my life around
(Everything is fleeting)
I’ll take the best and settle down
(Everything is fleeting)
Forget the rest and turn my life around
Everything is fleeting.
credits
from This Is My Nightmare,
released November 9, 2013
Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Sean Small
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